SEND HELP.. AND BRING BOYS
SEND HELP.. AND BRING BOYS
 NATURE V NURTURE
NATURE V NURTURE
 I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND
I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND
 HELP I'M
HELP I'M
 HORNS
HORNS
 I HOPE I'M NOT
I HOPE I'M NOT
 ITS NOT WEIGHING ME DOWN
ITS NOT WEIGHING ME DOWN
 MY DEAR FOLLOWERS
MY DEAR FOLLOWERS
 Please Retweet
Please Retweet
 Love is a Twitter Feed
Love is a Twitter Feed
 Wearing Too Many Heads For You, My Love
Wearing Too Many Heads For You, My Love
 When The Big Isn't Anymore
When The Big Isn't Anymore
 Body Dysmorphia and Me
Body Dysmorphia and Me
 That Feeling When
That Feeling When
 When I Was Cutting
When I Was Cutting
 My Myriad Supporting Cast
My Myriad Supporting Cast
 Oh Yes, The Pills
Oh Yes, The Pills
 When I Wasn't Cutting
When I Wasn't Cutting
 Mrs. And Self Saboteur
Mrs. And Self Saboteur
 Sometimes I Feel Fierce
Sometimes I Feel Fierce
 The Many Watching Eyes of Shame
The Many Watching Eyes of Shame
 To Bloom
To Bloom
SEND HELP.. AND BRING BOYS
SEND HELP.. AND BRING BOYSCUTE ONES.
NATURE V NURTURE
NATURE V NURTUREIT'S COMPLICATEDBUT MOSTLYITS JUST ME
I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND
I HOPE YOU UNDERSTANDI COULD SEE IT FROM THE START
HELP I'M
HELP I'MVANISHING
HORNS
HORNSTHEY GREW IN MY HAIRCAN YOU SEE THEMDOES IT BOTHER YOU
I HOPE I'M NOT
I HOPE I'M NOTERASING MYSELFOH NOOH NO
ITS NOT WEIGHING ME DOWN
ITS NOT WEIGHING ME DOWNBUT IT IS BECOMINGA PROBLEM
MY DEAR FOLLOWERS
MY DEAR FOLLOWERSI HAVE FOUND DIVINITYIN THE PALM OF MY HANDSCROLL LEFT - NO RIGHTREPLACE YOUR SOULWITH A SMARTPHONE
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Please RetweetPLEASE RETWEETLIKEAND SUBSCRIBEPLEASESEND HELP
Love is a Twitter Feed
Love is a Twitter Feedthe tap to screen keeps her heart beatingone two three like and fourheart that five new notification sixseven and at last love is an inbox flash!but is it only virtual now?some blue light pixels representing the idea of who sheused to be?there is an image of herselfset there as the backgroundis she trapped there?home screen homecoming queen. You feel lonely.
Wearing Too Many Heads For You, My Love
Wearing Too Many Heads For You, My Lovein trying to be everythingfor youim losing which of these facesis really mine gouache/ink/watercolorChay Ruby2017
When The Big Isn't Anymore
When The Big Isn't Anymoreonce so distantinfalliblebecomes just another thingto melt meusit has to still be in heresomewheregouache/watercolor/inkChay Ruby2017
Body Dysmorphia and Me
Body Dysmorphia and Menone of these partsare how i imagine they should beperhaps it's cruel humorkeeping me inside this bodygouache/watercolor/inkChay Ruby2017
That Feeling When
That Feeling Whenyour flesh is dripping right off your framewhat a catastropheis this all I am now?
When I Was Cutting
When I Was Cuttingsurely once i bleed alli will stop asking so many questionsthe pain as paymentfor my many wrongsfor my faulting sense of selfsurely once all that's left of meis bonei will stop being sorryand rediscover my divinitygouache/watercolor/inkChay Ruby2017
My Myriad Supporting Cast
My Myriad Supporting Castthis crown of minebears heavy on my soulnd i'm so sorryyou all keep holding me sorefusing decaymy heart's hurt ever growingand still you little pixieshold me up and love meit's almost too muchand i'm so sorryouch. gouache/watercolor/inkChay Ruby2017
Oh Yes, The Pills
Oh Yes, The Pillswhen they worki feel a little bettera fragile maskguardian champion of mebut i can't helpwondering ifhe real me is still theresoul atrophying atopthese little crutcheswhat if i don't want to takethese pillsanymore?  gouache/watercolor/inkChay Ruby2017
When I Wasn't Cutting
When I Wasn't Cuttingonce the flesh healsi'll have new limbs andbetter skinreshly sewn back into placeonce my spirit healsi'll have all these new partsto be betterto feel betteri can put myself together againgouache/watercolor/inkChay Ruby2017
Mrs. And Self Saboteur
Mrs. And Self Saboteurbut if all you do is cryam i helpingby holding your heartor aiding frailty?
Sometimes I Feel Fierce
Sometimes I Feel Fierceoccasionally i'll grow new legs andthey are very tallfinally able to reach that placeand perhaps this timeup herei won't let it go againmaybe i'll stay hereabove all thisand rule the kingdom of myselfever vigilant for the fallgouache/watercolor/inkChay Ruby2017
The Many Watching Eyes of Shame
The Many Watching Eyes of Shamehere in this vortexof my soulthere are thousands of themall watching and judgingtut tut tutsoh no.gouache/watercolor/inkChay Ruby2017
To Bloom
To Bloom
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